“I
love those connections that make this big old world feel like a
little village.”
Gina
Bellman, actress
I
reluctantly follow Elsa, stumbling down the rocky road toward the
purok kapilya (chapel). It is already dark outside – the sun sets
at around 6 p.m. year round – and there are no street lights. I'm
afraid I might step in a pile of Carabao dung or trip on the rocks or
fall in the drainage ditch where I might contract snail fever
(schistosomiasis)
and destroy my liver.
Fortunately, we arrive safely, pass through the front gate and make
our way inside the kapilya up the aisle to the front pew.
We
sit next to Victor, the chapel guitarist. Together, Elsa and he serve
as the choir. Across the aisle sits Rudy Baclaan, the Kaabag or lay
leader; the official priest only serves mass once a month, so Rudy
serves in his stead. For the liturgy, he wears a simple white
Kamasita with a green stole. His wife, Judy, the lector (lay reader),
sits next to him, preparing to read the scripture from a wooden
lectern set in front of them.
San Isidro Labrador Chapel in Purok 1B, Montevista |
In front of us, sits the altar a simple
white draped table. On one side of the cement wall behind the altar
hangs a painting of angels pulling a plow in the fields while San
Isidro kneels beside them and prays. It's a fitting tribute to the
patron saint of farmers and laborers for whom the chapel is named.
On
the other side of the altar hangs a painting of the Christ child
looking up at Joseph while he plies his craft carving furniture –
also fitting since the main Catholic Church in Montevista is St.
Joseph the Worker. (San Jose, Spanish for St. Joseph, was once the
name of the town and is still the name of the central city barangay).
A crucifix is the only other adornment on the otherwise bare wall
along which several lizards scamper. The pews fill slowly – only
about 20 people attend the liturgy this evening.
We
wait for the liturgy to begin – another Kaabag was supposed to
bring the guidelines, but he has not shown up. Some 15 minutes pass,
then 30 minutes, then 45 minutes, then an hour. I'm growing impatient
and start to grumble. Finally Elsa asks me to go back to our house to
get a bible. It will substitute for the liturgy guidelines. I return
a few minutes later, bible in hand, and finally the liturgy can
start.
The
Kaabag heads back to the chapel entrance with his wife and the
processional begins. Elsa's strong voice leads the singing of the Ang
Tawag (the Call) while Victor strums his guitar, and the Kaabag and a
small group march up the aisle. The Kaabag takes his place at the
altar and intones, “Sa ngalan sa Amahan ug sa Anak ug sa Espiritu
Santo” – “In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the
Holy Spirit.”
It's
a traditional service, following the standard order of the liturgy
highlighted by the
narrative of the last supper and the serving of the holy Eucharist.
The Kaabag raises the host and says, “Kini
mao ang Kordero sa Dios” –
“this is the lamb of God.”
Everyone kneels on the cement floor – there are no padded kneelers,
not even wooden kneelers, attached to the pews. Communion is served.
The Kaabag's wife reads a passage from the bible and Elsa makes a few
announcements. Finally, two hours after the mass was supposed to have
begun, the Kaabag intones, “Tapos na ang liturhiya – “The
liturgy is ended.” The parishioners respond, “Salamat sa Dios.”
– “thanks be to God.” Yes, indeed. Thanks be to God that the
liturgy is over; it's been a long night.
As
we turn to leave, a buxom woman in her 40s rushes up to
us.
“This
is Winnie,” Elsa tells me.
“Pwede
ko nimo ipailaila sa amerikano,” says Winnie – “Can you
introduce me to an American?” She giggles. I tell her as I've told
others I don't know any single men who are looking for brides in the
Philippines.
“She
is a joker,” says Elsa. “And my best friend.” Winnie does
Elsa's pedicures and manicures for the princely sum of 50 pesos
(about $1) and often stays overnight at Elsa's home.
Thelma,
a gaunt woman in her 60s with sunken cheeks, no chin and a long nose
comes up to me. (Filipinos generally have smaller noses and often
refer to Americans as “taas ilong” – long nose). Thelma only
has a couple of teeth, a deficit common to people in this area as few
go to the dentist other than to have extractions. Filings and crowns
are too expensive as are dentures although some wear a partial called
a pustiso. Most go toothless.
Thelma is a catechist – a lay
religious instructor and a frequent reader during the mass. We've
just met, so I'm taken aback when she hands me a card, asking for a
donation to pay for her granddaughter's high school graduation
souvenir book. Elsa suggests I give her a 20 peso note.
On
Sunday, Elsa asks me to attend mass with her at St. Joseph the Worker
Church. Two days in a row attending church seems too much to me, but
again, I agree begrudgingly.
You
can see the church from the highway perched on a hill high above the
town, it's long bright blue galvanized roof set in the midst of the
surrounding coconut forest; the setting reminds me a little of the
medieval cathedral in Chartres, France with it's massive hill top
structure dominating the cityscape. St. Joseph's is nowhere near as
grand or as old as Chartres. In fact, St. Joseph's is still in
construction and has no windows – only a four foot high cement wall
with cement block lintels set on cement columns abutting the steel
girders that hold up the roof. Still the church does dominate the
town of Montevista.
We
ride a tricycle past the municipal hall and up the hill, passing a
neighborhood of small bamboo homes clinging to the steep sides and
peering down deep into the forest at a narrow river stream below. We
make our way up the hill and drive through two large steel gates into
the church compound. The church stands to one side and to the right
are the church offices, a seminar room, and the rectory.
Mare
Vising is at the door collecting money for the completion of the
church. She is the chair of the Church Construction Committee. We
approach and she shakes a box at me filed with coins and bills.
“Palihug
hatag,” she cries out. “Please give.”
She
hits me up for a 16,000 peso donation to build iron gates on the
walls around the church. I feel awkward and don't really want to make
the donation – I'd rather give my money directly to the poor of
which there are many in the region – but feel pressured to do so,
and so nod my head in agreement.
We
pass through the entrance, not yet gated, into a large cement
structure. The church is cavernous with its galvanized iron roof
rising on steel girders some eighty feet above the floor and
stretching another 100 yards or so over a bare cement floor. The nave
consists of four rows of pews separated by wide columns and running
25 columns deep. A small tiled area covers the floor near the altar.
For now, the church remains open to an awe-inspiring view of the
surrounding mountains and the valley below; I tell myself it's a
shame they want to build iron gates on the walls because that will
surely obstruct the view.
Inside the church, nature offers us both
the sacred and profane – birds flitter above us singing their
psalms in the rafters while a couple of dogs wander through the open
entrances defecating in the aisles.
Again,
the ornamentation is sparse. There is a small statue of Mary on right
side of the altar and another of Joseph on the left side. A vase of
flowers sits on the stairs leading up to the altar. Most strikingly,
instead of the traditional semicircular apse, the wall behind the
altar consists of five triangular shaped recessed niches, the largest
about 20 feet tall, with each succeeding bay a little smaller than
the last and each lighted with a different color as they lead from
the altar to the crucifix.
Elsa
is a leading member of the church choir and so we climb up cement
stairs to the choir loft in the back of the church and take our seats
in plastic chairs, waiting for the mass to begin. The window wall
balcony has not yet been completed and a couple of spaces remain open
to the level below.
Elsa
introduces me to several of the choir members – Rodrigo and Susan
Maestra, retired college teachers recently returned from a trip to
Australia and soon to become our godparents; their son Rolito, an
administrator with PhilHealth; two middle-aged women, Jeaneth
Labrador and Rossane Care; and Carlos and Jun Jun, officers in the
Montevista Gay Association.
While
the Catholic Church still formally denounces homosexuality as a
“moral disorder” and “contrary to natural law,” the
unofficial attitude seems more tolerant – at least in the
Philippines. In fact, the Philippines has recently been ranked as one
of the most gay-friendly nations in the world, and the most
gay-friendly in Asia.
And so gays can be open and active in the
church although they must marry someone of the opposite sex to take
on an official lay position. Elsa is well respected by the gay
community since she was woman organizer for the provincial government
and headed the gender equality program. Because of their affection
for her, Carlos and Jun Jun both urge me to move to Montevista.
“Elsa
is a woman of Montevista,” proclaims Carlos. “For her sake, you
must move to Montevista.”
After the mass, we return to Tagum City,
but I can see the writing is on the wall. Elsa is a woman of
Montevista and Montevista will become our home.